Now that I wiped this blog clean, I know it was what I wanted to do for a long time. I was looking for an excuse, but somehow I can’t see how getting logged out automatically too often¹ justifies such radical behavior.
[Edited on Sat., Oct. 18th '08→ The primary factors for this blog getting purged are stated in my Disclosure of Aspergers post. Also since then, the 'bug' I've had to deal with that was logging me out of my account has mysteriously disappeared!!! 
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I guess I’m simply exhibiting the second differentiating characteristic from this chart:
(If you have a pc rather than a mac and want a better view, the chart links to its source.)
Ordinarily, I guess NTs often go along with changes in routines made upon them. Aspies however seem to have a very low tolerance for nonconsensual change, agitation, and aggression.
Looking back over my life, I see that almost every major event under my control has occurred backwards.² If I listed many examples of what I mean, it would be beyond anyone’s comprehension to figure out. Most people I’m sure would find such a list interesting. The problem is if I started to point them out, it would lead to endless explaining.
This isn’t something backwards, but it might be considered odd.→ Can someone get why I have a couple of dozen email accounts, but yet refuse to correspond by email? Over the past several years, I’ve created an embarrassing number of websites, blogs, and community forums — only to end up deleting about 95% of them. If 100% of them don’t end up gone, then that would be a miracle.
What profession does that kind of practice? No wonder I gave up on trying to decide what I want to be when I grow up!
I finally understand my behavior, but now that I do, it only motivates me to be even more reclusive than I already am.
¹Once or twice, may be tolerable. Strike three (especially when it continues for weeks) is too much for me.
²Even though I say the events were under my control, it doesn’t mean I planned it that way.
